I was 18 years old actually when I realized. I had just gotten a good laptop from my parents as a send-away gift to the University of Kentucky. I started getting into gaming more and more (keeping up with my school work the whole time though) and eventually I began to explore some of the more niche pornography on the internet. After a while, I found a community of porn gamers who were into the hurting and (on the deeper end) torture fetishes. Now understand, I never found that I liked the content in particular, but for some reason I couldn't turn away from it. I liked the challenge and difficulty of the games in the community (I am an awfully competitive man), and the consequences for not winning, though grim, sort of made me feel like superman while playing when I won. The high stakes were just part of the fun. The bad endings would also always turn up a longing for justice inside of me, but ever since then I've understood that these games have given me a thought experiment to wander through. These scenarios are not the type we normally think about in day-today situations: slavery, helplessness, humiliation, defeat. I am by no stretch a masochist, nor am I sadist. I simply feel that the games here are a much-welcomed outlet for my own helplessness at times, or a way to exercise my empathy, or just another way to feel like I can overcome obstacles despite the odds. Whatever the reason, I have made them a hobby of mine for when I have some time on my hands.
Probably in my mid-teens. But looking back, I remember playing the OG street fighter and getting a kick out of beating down Chun-li with Zangief's throw moves so all of it was starting to brew back then.
... sometime during the Super Nintendo/Genesis era... something just clicked.
- Blaze (Streets of Rage 2 (US) / Burning Knuckle 2 (JPN)) was just fricking hot when I was young
My first memory of being interested in Ryona was when I played this demo I got with Crash Bandicoot on the PS1. It had a demo of Tekken 2 on it where you could play as Jun and I just remember being turned on when she got beaten up, her KO scream and the shot of her laying on the ground with the continue countdown on screen. I do miss those days of continue screens with your character knocked out on the floor, not moving with the countdown timer. I'd like to see a return of that in all honesty.
I got further into Ryona on PS2 particularly with Cassandra on Soul Calibur 2 again in the same way as with Tekken 2 and also Christie on Tekken 4. Her KO scream on Tekken 4 in particular I found particularly awesome and remains one of my favourite KO screams. Only became aware my interest came under the term Ryona when I discovered youtube videos in 2009/2010 I think it was.
Random thing aswell. Does anyone remember Kantaris from Time Crisis: Project Titan. I remember when I was young finding her stunning but also wishing there was Ryona potential with her but unfortunately there isn't. Wish there was.
It all started back while i was only 7 and i was playing Mega Man X for the SNES for the first time.
You start as a kick ass blue robot shooting and destroying everything in sign, nobody in the first stage stand a chance against you until you met the boss Vile, who is able to easily defeat and humiliate you in front of everybody.
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You feel so helpless and uncomfortable.
After that i started to loose as megaman just to see his face of agony and dispair.
My second experience was with Superman TAS in Apokopolis Now where Darkseid invade earth and the first thing he show to everybody is superman bound and defeated.
The once gallant hero was defeated and now will be displayed as trophy, or worse:
1) Superman will be Darkseid's pet
2) Darkseid will rip superman's arm/leg
3) Superman will be raped
4) Superman will be turned into some inferior creature like a worm and
It's not funny when you see someone average/weak being subdued, they already have a "Helpless state".
Just like Count Dooku said:
"Twice the pride, double the fall."
First time i got into female defeated was playing Dynasty Warrior on PS2, the game feature a handful of female officers that players can hack and slash. In the 3rd and 4th edition of the game, officers would have a nice death scene when they are defeated, female officers are no exception. (As a bonus, many of the female officers do have female bodyguards who are pretty much cannon fodders)
For me it started when I was playing bloody roar 2 and I was playing as Alice and a transformed Jenny the bat grabbed Alice and sucked her blood. After that I would always go into practice mod and play as Jenny against Alice. I would constantly grab Alice over and over again and that's when I discovered Jenny's human grab in which she would snap their neck while saying "mmmmm, yes" very seductively. I then moved on Tekken and saw all the different moves they had, then moved on to DOA, Soul Calibur, and so on.
For me it started when I was playing bloody roar 2 and I was playing as Alice and a transformed Jenny the bat grabbed Alice and sucked her blood. After that I would always go into practice mod and play as Jenny against Alice. I would constantly grab Alice over and over again and that's when I discovered Jenny's human grab in which she would snap their neck while saying "mmmmm, yes" very seductively. I then moved on Tekken and saw all the different moves they had, then moved on to DOA, Soul Calibur, and so on.
Ah, Bloody Roar, i remember when i played BR4 and used Nagi the Spurious, at first it was fun and games until she moaned! Yes she moaned just like having a climax while fighting and i played in the family room with max sound on TV and i was like having a boner in the awkward situation. It was soooo embarassing lol. Ah good ol' days.
First time i got into female defeated was playing Dynasty Warrior on PS2, the game feature a handful of female officers that players can hack and slash. In the 3rd and 4th edition of the game, officers would have a nice death scene when they are defeated, female officers are no exception. (As a bonus, many of the female officers do have female bodyguards who are pretty much cannon fodders)
Ah those death scenes were pretty great. Zhen Ji's being a particular favourite. In Dynasty Warriors 3 I remember playing the demo I had alot where you could play as Zhen Ji, it was a really difficult demo so got defeated alot. Zhen Ji has always been a favourite ryona girl from the Dynasty Warriors series for me. Diao Chan 2nd.
Ah those death scenes were pretty great. Zhen Ji's being a particular favourite. In Dynasty Warriors 3 I remember playing the demo I had alot where you could play as Zhen Ji, it was a really difficult demo so got defeated alot. Zhen Ji has always been a favourite ryona girl from the Dynasty Warriors series for me. Diao Chan 2nd.
Agreed, her English voice actor was the best out of all the female English voice actors. Do miss them from Dynasty Warriors games, don't care for the Japanese ones as much.
Agreed, her English voice actor was the best out of all the female English voice actors. Do miss them from Dynasty Warriors games, don't care for the Japanese ones as much.
I believe Zhen Ji has gone through a couple voice actor, Michelle Ruff in earlier edition while Wendee Lee took over later on. I think Michelle voice make Zhen Ji sound older while Wendee made Zhen Ji a little younger. Hard to tell which one Is better since I like how both voice actor have a different takes.
The origin of my interest in ryona is pretty vague in that the best explanation would be that I discovered my interest in ryona from games and some movies around 13 y/o. Whether it was a game with subtle elements of ryona such aa grapples or movies, I eventually discovered that I was aroused by the concept of ryona. I used to watch my uncle play games in his room since he would have games I didn't necessarily get to have. One time he was looking through his Xbox 360 achievements and scrolled over a game called Rumble Roses Double X. This game had caught my attention with Reikos image for the game achievement page as it looked to feature female characters and potentially ryona. I had decided to further dive into the idea by looking online for Rumble roses and ryona in general to see what was out there and to my surprise, ryona content was plenty on platforms such as YouTube and I had felt like I discovered a gold mine. My interest from that point became full force and never went back.
I eventually bought Rumble Roses Double X probably late last year and have been enjoying it ever since. There's something about being able to actually play games with ryona instead of watching videos of it as you can better fine tune it to what you want and have control to set up a mental role play to better arouse
i think it was in my early teens, i remember playing a lot of ps3 games back then, particularly fighting and action games, i believe it all started with SC4 and it was around the same time as i was going through puberty. i got a lot of my fetishes from SC4 when i think about it, my ryona fetish hit first, i always remember the grab that algol did when he would throw up the character in the air then grab them with a jaw that would come from his stomach, or asteroth doing a bearhug, a few other fetishes came from that as well, like my pantyhose and peril fetishes, i would start dressing up the female characters like cassandra or ivy in just a pair of black pantyhose or a skirt with them then just watch algol ruin them in training mode.
things like this while playing soulcalibur 5 made me ogle at what i was seeing. View attachment 73025
ninja gaiden sigma 2 was what really got me into it, the grabs from enemies like in the pic below were just bliss, back then i thought this is what sexual arousal was like for eveyone. View attachment 73024
then i started watching youtube vids with this sort of stuff from metroid other m, i followed a lot of youtubers at that time, over the years going to new ones or staying and watching ones made in 2008.View attachment 73026
then went on to making ryona in games like mass effect 3, being able to mod them with texture mods for the teammate edi (the robot girl in the pic) and use freecam to line up screenshots and take videos of them being grabbed by banshees or praetorians. I still do this today but not as often. View attachment 73027
now that im much older i have read up on ryona and to be honest it kinda scared me about being into it, especially the outside reaction to it, being labelled a misogynist or worse with some even saying people like me are akin to paedophiles. So i sort of hermit-ed on it, i would hide all my ryona content as far away from eyes as i could and wouldn't talk about it EVER.
then about 2 years ago i found this site and stared looking around to see if there really were other people with this fetish, i never had the courage to talk about it until i got really drunk one night about 6 months ago and had a breakdown about it to my best friend, surprisingly he was really calm and supportive about it and said that as long as i know the difference between sexuality, fantasy and reality im fine.
i know i sound like im droning on and on but imo it's best to get it all out, either way that how i got into ryona, plus it's also really good it have a group to talk to about it. :)
Really good story, I was quite similar to you being scared about what other people would think about it and just label me as someone who gets enjoyment from abusing women. That's not the case at all. Inflicting real physical harm on someone does not interest me in the slightest and actually rather scares me. As long as you're able to separate your fantasy from reality, people are wrong to have an issue with it in my eyes.
I remember finding it out pretty early as a kid when I was around six-eight years old, though I didn't know it was called ryona by then. As one can tell from my profile pic, I really like the "back pain"-motion. It all started when I was at a friends house, playing Tekken 5. It was around that time I also found out I was into girls' legs and thighs.
Around that time, I usually only looked up tekken matches on my laptop, but when I got the game myself two years later my fetish really took on. I absolutely fell in love seeing the girls in difference angles arch their backs (especially Christie and Lili), and that love followed on into Tekken 6, where I started appreciating Julia as well.
Having a "women arching back while bending her legs" kink showed that an early to late teenage life could be somewhat challenging, especially during the summer. While I never for a moment thought about hurting a real person, I did fantasize about the girls & women that I found attractive being defeated in a battle and arching their backs. When I joined a karate club (that I am still in today), one of the instructors were a really pretty female( who I'm gonna name Emily just for the convenience of the story) who were around 21-23 (I think I was around 13-14 by then). Being a boy who were going through puberty, she were pretty distracting. I often found myself glancing at her face and body figure during training sessions, and I even made a customization of her in Tekken 6. Since she has a nice slender figure, I chose to go with Lili (not exactly this ones, but it was similar).
Update: I've been arguing with myself if I should really put a picture of her here, but since the chance of anyone here actually knowing her or telling her about it is (hopefully) one in a billion, so here is a photo from her on her wedding.
Throughout my teenage years I only remember my fantasies make themselves into reality twice. One involved Emily and the second were my first year in high school. The first time were during a training camp with my karate club, where we at the last day always had the fun tradition of training in the water by a beach. We could chose if we wanted to train in the gi (which is the name of our training clothing) or in any swimwear that we wanted. Emily had always chosen swimwear, and it never dissapointed me. That time she wore one of those bikinis with a skirt attached to them (Couldn't find the exact one, but it was similar to this).
One thing we always practiced in the water were throwing, which I never learned why exactly. It may sound a bit rough, but we were in the shallow part of the sea, and the water was clear so we thought we would be alright. While me and my friend were mostly goofing around the first 15 minutes, we hear a small yelp from Emily and when everyone turned to see what happened, (she were 5 meters from us) all we could see of her were her with her head thrown backwards under the water, her torso slowly arched up so her breast rose in the air, her legs were slowly bent towards her and her toes were scraping the surface of the sand. I later found out she had slipped and landed on a hidden rock under the sand. She were in that position for at least 4-5 sec before she turned around and stood on all four, and by then everyone were already around her, trying to help. Of course I felt bad for her and I didn't like that she was in pain, but being a horny teenager, all I could think of were her body movement. That memory is burned into my brain till this day.
The second time involved a girl (let's call her Helen) in my class during athletics. That day we had stuff like long jump, track & field running, squash etc. Because of an injury in my leg, I couldn't participate, so I helped one of the teachers at the high jump section change the height of the bar. When my class arrived at the high jump section, they immediately wanted the bar around 1.5-2 meter. Note that 2.45 m is the current world record for men, but my class liked showing off whenever they could. Most of them of course failed, and since the bar were made of metal we were just glad that no one so far had hurt themselves (not seriously at least) on it. Of course Helen also chose to keep the bar around 1.5-1.7, even though none of the others had succesfully jumped that height. Predictably she failed, but it was what happened next that took me by surprise. As she jumped and were turning, the bar hit her hard in the side, and when she fell she had the bar right behind her and she landed on it pretty hard. And what does she do? She does an almost identical motion to the "back pain"-motion. Arched body, hand on the butt, right leg lying down and going inwards and left leg going forward. What I saw were basically this:
but her eyes were closed and tears were coming.
Those two moments really made me question if I just had a fetish or were just a sadist, but since I always avoided the gorier side of ryona and stayed on the lighter ones like this one made it clear for me that I just had a kink. I somewhat wish I had recorded those moments some how, since just thinking of them doesn't give me the same enjoyment as when I experienced them.
I first got into ryona when I first played Tekken 3, I was around 9 at the time. I remember Xiaoyu was the character furthest to the left and I accidentally picked her. I won the first match but the next was against King in which I lost. I remember not getting a single hit in, getting aroused by Xiaoyu's voice in pain, and ultimately lost when King grabbed Xiaoyu and slammed her into the ground, letting out her KO scream, followed by the continue screen. The impact of a one-sided loss really stuck, ever since I would go into arcade mode on T3 just to see Xiaoyu or Nina beaten up. Ever since then I always liked to see the females getting beaten up in video games.
Also, shoutout to the Blue Wind Ranger, Tori Hanson, from Power Rangers Ninja Storm. I remember getting aroused watching her getting attacked and losing to the villains.
It was not until 2009 though till I finally heard of the term ryona as I happened to stumble onto a ryona vid by searching using terms like "Christie KO'ed" on youtube.
One thing I noticed was that I knew how to differentiate between fiction and reality at a young age. I couldn't get aroused when a person actually got injured. Though it still is a weird kink to have in the first place in the eyes of the public I've never said a single word about it IRL.
Really good story, I was quite similar to you being scared about what other people would think about it and just label me as someone who gets enjoyment from abusing women. That's not the case at all. Inflicting real physical harm on someone does not interest me in the slightest and actually rather scares me. As long as you're able to separate your fantasy from reality, people are wrong to have an issue with it in my eyes.
i read your story im right up there with ya, im not religious but i am a believer in Christ but definitely not judgmental by any means. with that in mind im a huge ryona fan at least with the whole male on female bear hug thing and honestly i was worried and scared that folks would think i was a violent or ill mannered individual which im really not.with that said i started to care less with time about what people think because while im fantasizing and day dreaming about the sexy wrestling, i know of folks who actually roleplay and actually get rough to a point of injury during love making which to say the former in my opinion doesnt seem quite as evil or wrong compared to the latter. honestly again, knowing that people actually have rough love making, injure themselves during that, then brag about how fun it was to there friends, i kind of feel like us ryona fans are the least anyones concerns
I think it started with this fight. Seeing it at a young age made me a little obssessed with it...
I'm big into belly punches. I love women with sexy midriffs.
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