Recently I've gone from what I guess you could call an 'incel' to someone who can manage to land a realtionship. I have this issue where women I'm keep asking me what my fetish is. I always just say 'panties' because its half true. I can get off really easily to just looking at panties. I have not told anyone about my fetish, not even my therapist. My biggest fear is telling an ultra-feminist type who goes on to publically 'expose' me for being a sicko or a weirdo and honestly I just haven't run into anyone who I trust enough to let that deep into my mind. Sometimes when I'm in bed with someone they ask me "what are you thinking about when you close your eyes like that" I don't have an easy answer. Not on the spot. My fetish is way too hard to explain, and pretty much impossible to recreate. Who the hell outside of here knows what 'Zako' is anyway? I think the only way I could explain it to them would be to show them an episode of Agent Aika, but I would have to know someone for years before doing that.