HAREM MOD 酒池肉林
Potential Patron
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2023
First of all, Senku, if you're reading this, please read it to the end, it'll help you as well
My name is Trigger, admin of a lolicon themed Discord server called HAREM MOD 酒池肉林. And I swear to Anya Forger’s pantsu that everything I’m about to say are both true, and my firsthand experience. I wasn’t able to gather evidence for everything that happens, but I did my best to collect as many of them as possible, whether you want to believe what I say is up to you, but if I even lied once in this paragraph, I will forever be hated by every loli in this world, this is how serious I am.
I believed in absolute free speech as long as you don’t use it to harm anyone. And when Ayakamods first come around, they advertised about how they’re this pro-free speech modding platform unlike GameBanana or NexusMod.
Things were pretty normal at the first few months, they even allow modders to link to their paid mods from the main site. However, all these freedom were slowly strip away, one bullshit at a time.
It really started to go wrong on 2/26, since on that day, All The Fallen, the biggest loli, shota mod site was about to close, I contacted Senku Aoki of Ayakamods trying to work out a way to backup as many mods from ATF as possible, cuz their site “has free speech”, here’s our conversation regarding that.
My thread (Senku got my invite)
He also joined my Discord server that day, I wasn't pay much attention and just let him stay. However, on 3/8, he disappeared, both from my server and ATF, later that day he pulled every loli and shota modders on Ayakamods to a group chat to discuss the newly applied censorships on their site.
You can read the whole conversation here
Very gay censorship convo
It ended in the one sided thread-lock from Ayakamods because Senku is too stupid to read English, plus the whole site runs under an authoratarian philosophy.
Yuuraku later trying to start another conversation with him, but nothing got resolved and they just locked the whole thread again.
Since Senku can't read English
This whole conversation shows that Senku is a coward that will bend his own beliefs when things getting uncomfortable for him. And he will shut you down when you point out his hypocrises, either by ignoring you, or completely silencing you when he can. Despite that, against my better judgement, I still beleive he was not a bad person.
Of course, since you can't type the word "loli" or "shota" or even "kids" on Ayakamods, there's no point to keep backing up mods from ATF on there anymore, so I moved to Azkosel's Corner, a platform that actually believed in free speech, to continue my work.
Also, during this entire time, Ayakamods doesn't allow modders to delete their own mods from their site. Not only mods, you can't even delete your own account. That means, if you upload something or made an account there, you don't actually own them. Senku got to decide if you can or cannot delete your mods and account. You have no real ownership of your mods, the threads you posted there, and your accounts. That, is what Senku think a "pro-free speech" website looks like, let that sink in!!!! Here's Yuuraku requesting Senku to delete his mods on Ayakamods:
You shall not delete your mods!!!!!
Again, he simply ignores Yuuraku and didn't do anything to fulfill a completely reasonable request. This is how important Senku Aoki view all of his members.
How can I delete my account? - Nexus Mods Site Help
And of course, one of the thing Ayakamods never do is to respect the modders' decisions.
Really, I don't care how Senku runs his censorship ridden site if not for the things that's about to happen.
Long story short, my lolicon modding Discord server got raided (members got mass reported) right arond the time when Senku Aoki rejoined my server.
Does that mean it is him who reported all of my members? No! Since Discord doesn't let me know who actually is the snitch, I have no proof that he did it. Which is a bad thing for Senku too cuz if he really doesn't do it, there's also no way to clear his name. He is the only new member joined my server that day (3/19) that had previous interaction with me, and when shit all goes down, he has no alibi. Regardless, I didn't witness him do it, so innocent until proven guilty.
Still, out of everything happened for the past month this one pissed me off the most! Whoever did this, you can come fight me like a man, but instead you choose the way of a bitch, and stabbing my important VIPs of the harem from their back. I HATE bitches like this! I've known DEI non-binary trans woman that actually have more balls then you! At least they have honor and balls, do you?! This is why I'm mentioning this event regardless, as I can't stand a cunt that harmed my friend for any reasons!
It happened at 3/19 around 20:35, where suddenly I received several messages from Discord's official account
Somebody consecutively reported my comment 3 times, all of them are the same comment I sent on 3/18
Because of that, I can't send any message for a whole 24~30 hours, and I can't check with other members in my server what the hell was actually going on
During that entire time Senku stayed inside my server, he even left a comment few hours after the raid
During the whole time I was silenced, Senku DM'd me and ask "Why I stop posting ATF articles to Ayakamods anymore?" and he even stole some of the ATF articles I posted on Azkosel's Corner and posted on his own forum (although he did grant my AM account authorship of them, but still). These DMs are of course deleted by Senku, since I didn't reply to those DMs because Discord silenced me, he destroyed all evidences he can.
Sadly I didn't log the exact time he joined, so I have very limited evidence for anything here, either to prove his guilty or innocence.
3/20 late night, my silence was finally lifted, that is when I start look into the whole incident and find out that it's not just me, many of my members got reported. And even until then, I still believed in Senku's innocence
What really let me grow suspicious is this report from one of me mate
I've seen people who hate our kind, it's nothing new, but they would have just report the loli related stuff. However this person report something political, specifically about Asmongold, a right leaning streamer.
Senku is known for being quite a right leaning guy, and that connected the dots in my heart and I banned Senku right at that instant.
I'll left the entire conversation between me and him at the end of this thread, minus the part he deleted of course
After I banned him, my entire server got reported again
At this moment, Senku still has the perma server invite he acquired from my ATF backup thread. Which I removed a while after the above mentioned report.
Does any of these prove that Senku did it? No! It is important to remember that.
Innocent until proven guilty!
Innocent until proven guilty!
Innocent until proven guilty!
Since I don't have sufficient evidence, I will assume Senku's innocence, this is the right thing to do. And I'll leave the judgement to everyone who's reading this.
After everything happened, of course I don't view AyakaMods very highly, and at that moment, I saw this conversation took place in AM's chat.
Thus I send crimvale a DM suggest him not to upload anything to Ayakamods, and to non of my surprise, Senku pry into my private message
Remember I mentioned modders weren't able to delete files from Ayakamods? I confronted him about that during this conversation
If you're a modder that's reading this and are able to delete your mods on Ayakamods, this conversation is what made that happen
Again, I'll append the whole conversation between me and Senku in the end of this thread
You still can't delete forum threads you uploaded on Ayakamods tho, and account deletion is still extremely hard to do, unless you did something like I'm doing now lol. Hope they can fix that in the future.
Also, after he pried into my conversation, he locked the ability for my account to send DMs (it's recovered for now, but as a dictator, he can strip it away from any of us of course), the screenshot on the right was took from my mate's account. Truly the behavior of a "manly man" much better then LGBTQ lol
As promised, here's the entire DM
Senku Aoki full DM
Here's Ayakamods' current rules, and I havn't break any one of them. But Senku, if you still want to delete my account then go ahead and do it, it'll only further proving what I said about your site is correct
North Korean Law
So, do I write all these hoping Ayakamods can fall? No, I hope they can thrive, just not as the Orwellian dystopia it is right now. Senku, my friend, during the entire past month, I always believed we can work something out that's beneficial for both parties, it's sad how it has to turn into this lose-lose situation. Just please, really ask yourself, what does censorship and free speech actually means to you outside of fapping to Stellar Blade tits? Go read 1984 for god's sakes.
You did let the modders delete their mods after hearing what I said, shows that there's still a good person inside you, just lad, you need to do much better than this. If you just put 1/10 of the efforts doing some petty politics into actually making Ayakamods a censorship-resistant site then you're already the most successful mod hosting site in this sorry industry!
But before that day, if any of you reading this article wants a mod site that actually has free speech, just go to ALL THE FALLEN, DEG MODS, Undertow Club or Azkosel's Corner, or you can come to my Matrix server, HAREM MOD 酒池肉林, we offer mod hosting services for your mods. And we respect every modders' ownership to their own mods.
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