DeNice
Ryonani Teamster
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- Nov 25, 2009
NOTE: I just realized that this is a LONG post... so... sorry about that...
It's been nearly 7 years of us being together, and just last night stuff finally came out the closet. Before I really get into this I want to at least say this, my girlfriend and I came from similar background interests. We're both (still) gamers, and we met each other some long time ago over a very unusual way, her reading and contacting me over a perverted fanfic that I wrote that crossed over Street Fighter with KOF characters (back when we were both in high school). Things sorta went one after the other and ever since we've been dating each other [long distance, but still it's been really healthy despite it]. We talk regularly over the internet and she's really my dream girl. You know, that one that you always convinced yourself to never exist like an rainbow-colored unicorn or something. We do and talk about whatever we really can with each other, including playing video games and reading/watching/writing, but yet, I could never really bring myself to admit that one part of me because I constantly thought that it was taboo to say that to your girlfriend about liking girls getting 'roughed up' in a ryona sense. I know that she really surprised me with the fact that she's equally perverted in heart that I am (which still to this day amazes me), but still I kept it under wraps, maybe hinting about it every now and then inadvertently, but never fullblown admitting it.
To add on to this, I was for a while a pretty competitive gamer, namely over the internet. I sorta covered my bases of playing my favorite ryona girls in games like Street Fighter or Tekken by trying my best to actually be good at playing and knowing everything that I can about the game in question so that no one ever caught on to it. Still, there were times that even when I was playing someone online, I'd feel myself secretly wanting my girl to lose. It was something I probably would've been comfortable of doing sooner if it weren't for the typical douchebag nature that exist in over 80% of online gamers today, where they have to insult you for every little thing other than "playing to win". Eventually though, I sorta let it get the best of me and I totally overrode what made me enjoy playing in the first place and got way too serious about it. Really killed the mood between me and my girlfriend for a good while when it went down, or even me and the games I owned at all.
So I recently made the choice to no longer play "seriously", period, blocking out all the stereotypical hate and just concentrating on having a good time like I used to. Surprisingly it worked and I'm now back to loving to play the games I liked; if I won I won and that's always cool. If I lost... well... I got a KO'd girl to gaze over and her defeated cries to listen to, so I guess I still won in that other sense (as long as my opponent wasn't an obnoxious player of course). One day, however, my girlfriend came onto me and noticed me really enjoying my favorite characters Sakura and Chun-Li in SSFIV getting beaten in fights and teased me about it at first, then really truthfully asked me. She was never the stranger of teasing me about my gaming girls but again, I never told her the extent of how much I did until that particular day, and I did let it all out.
Strange thing is, upon me telling her my ryona fetish, she then tells me SHE also had it in the opposite way with her favorite guy characters (she's an SNK fan). Since she's into fanfiction as well as I am, her earlier works had her envisioning Kyo Kusanagi getting his tar kicked by his evil clone Kusanagi and really found a liking to it, and similar things with Rock Howard of Fatal Fury fame. At first I really didn't think much about it, but it just now dawned on me just how crazy similar that we are to each other now. She's even admitted that the times when we played Street Fighter 4 that she really got a kick out of using Juri to beat up my Sakura (and teasing me in real-time while it happens, especially during Juri's all-so-infamous Ultra 2). To top THAT off, she even admitted having fantasies of having ryona-like situations happen to HER (sometimes of ME doing it to her...)
I mean, seriously, that night there just blew me away. As far as I know, the usual woman would not only dump a guy like me over such a reveal, but probably run me through the ringer in making sure I never get another girlfriend again. Like, a guilt trip that would last until I died.
I guess I really just needed to write this out and tell it to you guys in order to make sure I'm not going insane or something. I've shared many a great time with my girlfriend over the past 7 years but it seems that telling her all of this and her meeting me halfway with such a fetish put me in a state of disbelief... and admittedly, I feel as if I met her all over again. It's literally like I've found the damn unicorn and the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I didn't know girls like her exist on this planet...
...can someone help me sort this out? I'm at a loss of words right now... (which is amazing because I basically wrote a novel-like chapter in this box... >_>)
It's been nearly 7 years of us being together, and just last night stuff finally came out the closet. Before I really get into this I want to at least say this, my girlfriend and I came from similar background interests. We're both (still) gamers, and we met each other some long time ago over a very unusual way, her reading and contacting me over a perverted fanfic that I wrote that crossed over Street Fighter with KOF characters (back when we were both in high school). Things sorta went one after the other and ever since we've been dating each other [long distance, but still it's been really healthy despite it]. We talk regularly over the internet and she's really my dream girl. You know, that one that you always convinced yourself to never exist like an rainbow-colored unicorn or something. We do and talk about whatever we really can with each other, including playing video games and reading/watching/writing, but yet, I could never really bring myself to admit that one part of me because I constantly thought that it was taboo to say that to your girlfriend about liking girls getting 'roughed up' in a ryona sense. I know that she really surprised me with the fact that she's equally perverted in heart that I am (which still to this day amazes me), but still I kept it under wraps, maybe hinting about it every now and then inadvertently, but never fullblown admitting it.
To add on to this, I was for a while a pretty competitive gamer, namely over the internet. I sorta covered my bases of playing my favorite ryona girls in games like Street Fighter or Tekken by trying my best to actually be good at playing and knowing everything that I can about the game in question so that no one ever caught on to it. Still, there were times that even when I was playing someone online, I'd feel myself secretly wanting my girl to lose. It was something I probably would've been comfortable of doing sooner if it weren't for the typical douchebag nature that exist in over 80% of online gamers today, where they have to insult you for every little thing other than "playing to win". Eventually though, I sorta let it get the best of me and I totally overrode what made me enjoy playing in the first place and got way too serious about it. Really killed the mood between me and my girlfriend for a good while when it went down, or even me and the games I owned at all.
So I recently made the choice to no longer play "seriously", period, blocking out all the stereotypical hate and just concentrating on having a good time like I used to. Surprisingly it worked and I'm now back to loving to play the games I liked; if I won I won and that's always cool. If I lost... well... I got a KO'd girl to gaze over and her defeated cries to listen to, so I guess I still won in that other sense (as long as my opponent wasn't an obnoxious player of course). One day, however, my girlfriend came onto me and noticed me really enjoying my favorite characters Sakura and Chun-Li in SSFIV getting beaten in fights and teased me about it at first, then really truthfully asked me. She was never the stranger of teasing me about my gaming girls but again, I never told her the extent of how much I did until that particular day, and I did let it all out.
Strange thing is, upon me telling her my ryona fetish, she then tells me SHE also had it in the opposite way with her favorite guy characters (she's an SNK fan). Since she's into fanfiction as well as I am, her earlier works had her envisioning Kyo Kusanagi getting his tar kicked by his evil clone Kusanagi and really found a liking to it, and similar things with Rock Howard of Fatal Fury fame. At first I really didn't think much about it, but it just now dawned on me just how crazy similar that we are to each other now. She's even admitted that the times when we played Street Fighter 4 that she really got a kick out of using Juri to beat up my Sakura (and teasing me in real-time while it happens, especially during Juri's all-so-infamous Ultra 2). To top THAT off, she even admitted having fantasies of having ryona-like situations happen to HER (sometimes of ME doing it to her...)
I mean, seriously, that night there just blew me away. As far as I know, the usual woman would not only dump a guy like me over such a reveal, but probably run me through the ringer in making sure I never get another girlfriend again. Like, a guilt trip that would last until I died.
I guess I really just needed to write this out and tell it to you guys in order to make sure I'm not going insane or something. I've shared many a great time with my girlfriend over the past 7 years but it seems that telling her all of this and her meeting me halfway with such a fetish put me in a state of disbelief... and admittedly, I feel as if I met her all over again. It's literally like I've found the damn unicorn and the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I didn't know girls like her exist on this planet...
...can someone help me sort this out? I'm at a loss of words right now... (which is amazing because I basically wrote a novel-like chapter in this box... >_>)
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