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Just Saw My First Death Ryona...

Discussion in 'Guro' started by Rob, Jun 26, 2015.

  1. Rob

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    ...and I actually liked it. It was a CGI of some women being hanged.

    Here's the link: Art Ghoul

    God I feel awlful for liking it but I do. Oh GOD. Is there something wrong with me? I can't explain this!

    In real hanging fetish videos with real people (yes, I did indeed... research some videos), how do they do this safely? I just NEED TO KNOW haha! This is pretty scary but also arousing.

    Couldn't a real video like this be used as evidence in a crime? HOW DO THEY DO THIS SAFELY? I MUST KNOW!
     
  2. weediscool

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    Welcome to the dark side, yeah there is something wrong with you, don't be afraid to admit that, its still a fantasy and you can distinguish between that and reality yeah? then its fine. Its the same for me!

    Asphyxia porn is choreographed they will never show you an actual hanging, the scenes are carefully cut and edited to convey a hanging, because the real thing is actually very dangerous and might lead to real lasting damage, there is a video with a real uh porn oriented hanging, they only hung them up for seconds though because any longer might cause brain damage or death.
     
  3. carl_fennin

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    Fictional/Non-Fictional Ryona Thoughts on Death

    As someone who is into the whole *Sigh* death/guro thing, I'll try to shed some light on the situation to make you feel less guilty/burdened/disgusted by the thought of witnessing and finding some form of excitement from it. Holy fucking shit, I am the LAST person who should be trying to help you on this given who I am and how I am. Anyway... From what I know of you and how you've expressed yourself before, Rob, you were kind of person who had pretty much anti-ryona interests. You had interests of protecting those were in danger rather than wanting harm of those who were in danger. You seemed very against the idea of actual ryona, but now this ONE time, you feel quite the opposite.

    First thing is first. Know that those who are into ryona of any kind all want it to be PURELY fictional; always a fantasy state and setting. Even your protection and rescue anti-ryona interests are just that; fictional. Nobody here wishes to do such actual acts in reality as a means to find sexual pleasure in it. The only possible, reasonable exception to this is through some kind of foreplay by the others consent and you both understand what you are doing. AND BY THAT I MOSTLY MEAN ROUGH HOUSING (WRESTLING OR PLAY FIGHTING) FOREPLAY FOR THE MOST PART; NOTHING LETHAL AND DANGEROUS. But I'm sure you're aware of that. Most here are. I just felt that I should at least say that much before continuing on.

    Now you've had a sudden shift in tone of sexual interest. From protecting and saving and straight to the end of life. It's quite a jump, if I must say. Given the example that you use​d and found some kind of pleasure in, I want to say there might be something else that you find excitement in besides the death itself. Yes, I am actually trying to see a lighter side to this grim situation of interest on a forum that is dedicated to harming others in some way. Ironic... Anyway, hanging is a form of strangulation with the end result, yes, being death. What if, though, just the act of strangulation is what you're more into than the act of them dying from it? It is possible as some people like strangulation that leads into knockouts rather than death. Or just the idea of strangling itself and don't care for the end results of either unconsciousness or death. You'll have to clarify on that, though.

    Given the fact that what you saw was a 3D CGI video clip, though, it would be safe to say that not as worrisome or offensive as actual, real life hanging through a non-scripted action with major negative consequences and repercussions. Although, people do have ways to play an act for strangulation/hanging fictional purposes. How they do it safely, I don't really know. Cinematography has it's camera tricks and illusions to fool and play with its viewer. However, you shouldn't feel too bad for liking it (at least, in your example) seeing as A.) It's 3D CGI B.) Nobody actually got hurt and C.) It's purely fictional. Though the thought of being excited by such a thing can still be a troublesome thought that haunts you.

    I, too, used to be very afraid to acknowledge that I am into some pretty fucked up shit such as death/guro... And I still am to this day. It's kind of a difficult thing to get over and be OK with (even though being OK with it sounds pretty screwed up in general). It's hard for me to make my point clear as I'm still struggling with the idea of it myself. What I am trying to say is everyone is into something crazy and I'm sure there are those out there who are into something far worse. Just know that those who are into this sort of thing, are into this for the fantasy and not for the actual reality of it. It's not as easy to come to terms with as say wrestling or seeing superheroines getting beat up. Death is... a really grim and dark interest.

    I just hope someone else can clearly convey what I'm trying to get at and help you out even more; make you feel less guilty about liking such a thing. You might see yourself as a monster, but well, I guess when comes to ryona in general in any category, we're all monsters. I guess the main focus is to just realize it's all fictional and nobody is actually suffering from such things... That's the best I can say, I suppose.
     
  4. eyeteeth

    eyeteeth Swell Supporter Ryonani Teamster

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    wow, great clip, thank you for the link :D

    honestly for the most part death fetishists are some of the nicest people i know.
     
  5. Snowballs

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    I have to say that the execution animation is pretty damn incredible quality for a fetish video. I want to commend the actual artist/production team. I wonder where it officially is.

    The necro/guro fetish is not too strange. I think there are elements of other fetishes that make it very appealing: humiliation from a crowd, surrender and helplessness, peril, hot skimpy clothing...

    I also think the "fakeness" is also appealing in these types of peril scenes, its like the actress gives them consent to humiliate and violate them. As long as its fake, everyone consents, and no one gets hurt, then there isn't anything wrong with the fetish.
     
  6. Rob

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    Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it.

    Yes, this CGI is very well done. Maybe the artist is a member of this forum already?

    I guess what I liked most was the movement of her legs and the little noises she made, not really the death itself. I probably would have felt the same way if, say, she was hanging onto the edge of a cliff or something struggling to get back up.

    When I saw this I instantly made-up my own backstory that she was found guilty of doing something against the government. I guess I also liked it when it showed her "co-conspirators" and especially that one holding her hand up to her neck like she was preparing for what was to come. There was just something about it. "How did we/I get into this situation?" they/she might have been thinking; ...arousing somehow.

    I know this is fantasy and all ryona is fantasy but it still bothers me that I'm into this, yet I can't deny it or get this out of my head. I guess my biggest fear after watching some fantasy hanging videos is the "what if?" What if I one day come across a REAL hanging/death scene somewhere sometime without knowing it and get aroused by it?

    And yes this IS a big jump from my damsel/protection ryona interest, which I still like. I guess I've always wanted to be The Protector / The Hero / The Shield for women and fantasized about such my whole life. I think the Big Daddys from Bioshock represent best what I'm getting at. In real life I'm a big guy. I'm 6 feet tall and weigh 220 pounds, part German (yes I can speak it), Welsh, Scottish, Canadian, and American, who works in construction as well as fixing computers (I see myself as a fixer of broken technology.) I only wish to use my strength to help people. There were only a few times in real life where I finally felt that I was a hero: I fixed a friend's computer in college and she eventually became my first (and so far only) girlfriend; the first time I brought her back home my three huge dogs came running up to us and she hid behind me; and during my last year of collage I had a lesbian friend who was absolutely terrified of raccoons and she hid behind me literally every time she saw one while we were walking together.

    Yet, now, I've enjoyed the exact opposite of my protection fetish. Its just... hard to get used to I guess.

    Edit 6/30/15. I just thought about it. Its like my mind is being pulled in two opposite directions at once: protector on one side and enjoyment of failure to protect on the other. Weird and interesting at the same time.

    One reason I love that this place exists is that I can finally get my "ryona" thoughts out in my words here. In college I took a drawing class and we read many books about art and one quote stated that "drawing is thinking." But, for me, writing is thinking. Writing is much more orderly and I like order GOD DAMN! haha

    Thank you all! I must say that each of you are the very definition of supportive and understanding and good as you have, in a way, helped me process this.
     
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  7. eyeteeth

    eyeteeth Swell Supporter Ryonani Teamster

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    well, real violence and death is a lot different than fantasy. someone with a fetish for real dead bodies is a lot different from someone who has a fetish for violent fantasies, because real dead bodies are really different from fantasy dead bodies. most of us here have a fetish for violent fantasies, not real violence. so i don't think you have to worry you will react wrong if you find a woman hanging.
     
  8. Rob

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    Nice find! You've probably figured it out by now, but Motherless has a ton of great asphyxia/ strangulation videos floating around on there. If you're interested, I could post a few links, but really there are so many that you won't be starved for choice anyways.

    Most hanging videos are done with clever camera angles, edits, and/or the old "harness trick" - which is a staple of stage magic, and involves attaching the rope to a concealed harness, which carries the "victim's" weight and prevents her from being fatally throttled.